Well my wedding is now less than a week away and I must say that it's about time! I've been practically engaged for the last year and a half and it's just been way too long. Ofcourse a whole shwack of new emotions are coming into play now that there's only a few days left. At times I'm nervous, excited, happy, petrified. Although the bad feelings are usually just minor bursts that last about 2 seconds. What I am is tired and that's nothing new. What is irritating is that it won't go away. It's hard too because I don't have much time to simply rest and relax. This week is going to be incredibly busy and sleep is already elusive. So basically what I want is for the wedding to be over already. And what I fear is that I won't remember any of it. Some say that they remember everything about their wedding, others say that they hardly remember anything. It would totally suck if I couldn't remember a thing about it. But I guess it helps that the ceremony and reception are in the same place. I don't have to try to remember what the church looked like, I'll get to see it all day long. But hopefully there's lots of pictures taken!

As for now, I need to finish thank you notes for the gifts that I received at my shower yesterday. And let Melissa be warned that I'm coming back to make her a toilet paper dress in a few months!

TIRED AND MISSING....

Lissa! Gosh I miss that kid. I'm very happy that she's able to spend her summer out in Sicamous, but I'm not very happy that I won't be able to see her much before I get married. Because right now the plan is that she'll be getting home just the day before the wedding and that totally sucks! No time for cuddles, no time for Finding Nemo, no time for just hanging out. What a buggar. And poor kid too, seeing as how she hasn't been doing well the last day or so and all she wants is to come home anyways! Steve just asked me if I'm excited for the wedding. Coming from him I find it an odd question. Those of you who know what's been going on, which I'm guessing is pretty much nobody, it probably doesn't surprise you why I find it odd. But no, I'm not really excited. Give me a week and ask me again. At the moment, however, I am just too tired. I think it's weird. I haven't felt really stressed at all the last couple weeks, I just get more and more tired. It's to the point where it hurts to sit down and then stand up during church! It's really something else, I've even been sleeping for 9 hours a night the past couple days. And that doesn't happen often, no sir! But like I said, maybe give me a week. By then I should have most things done for the wedding except decorating the chapel. Hopefully I can spend a couple days doing nothing more demanding than suntanning. Because we all know how much I love to tan! Yea for the sun! And for lollipops...AND for rainbows!!

TWO WEEKS AND COUNTING

Ok, so there's only two more weeks before I get married and how crazy is that?! To my credit, I haven't freaked out yet, or acted overly stressed in any way except for what I'm sure is an ulcer in my stomach which appeared about a week and a half ago :) Every time I eat something I feel like I'm going to be sick, but that's ok, I can deal with it. Except for the coffee I just drank, I think the caffeine aggravated it HAHAHAHA. Anyways! Two more weeks. There's still tons to do, but the to-do list of things that need to be done out here is getting smaller. Lots to do back home, but that's alright because I'll be at home! Can't wait to go home, it's been like forever already :) My mum is coming today which is exciting but I haven't even started packing yet so the next couple of days are going to be pretty rushed. Thank goodness Steve has tomorrow off so that we can get more done. It's been really annoying to only have a couple of hours each day in which to do things. But whatever, not much left to do.