LIFE

Time to contradict the last entry. I'm finding it sort of amusing (in a kind of sadistic way) to see how quickly life can change. Sometimes it's nice and easy and then sometimes it's miserable. Although to be fair, not entirely miserable, just in part. Big part though. And it's tough to swallow the pain and move past it. Forgiveness is hard, but will come eventually. Lack of trust sucks, and that doesn't come back easily. Wanting to cry but knowing that it won't do any good. Pissed off, but trying to turn that feeling into something a bit more positive; wondering if it's possible to actually accomplish that. And having to laugh at the fact that even if one area of life is messed up, the rest just keeps on going. Friends keep packing up and leaving, summer jobs start, university acceptance letters are received. I'm looking forward to the summer. Not to be rude, but I need the peace and quiet that this place gives in the summer. And in order for that to happen, I need the students to leave. It doesn't really matter how much I may like them, I just need some rest. It's been a crazy year and I'm feeling the need to recooperate. I'm feeling the need for a lot of things at the moment actually, but I'll stick to filling the basic craving of ice tea. Thankfully there are still some things in life that are 100% uncomplicated.