END OF AN ERA

So it comes down to this - my last day at home. I'm feeling slightly morbid at the moment, it's not too bad, but I'm feeling it. I'm really aware that it's my last day here, that it's my last time doing all the things I usually do here. It's not an overwhelming feeling, but it's there, and I'm not liking it too much. I'm not breaking down in random tears like I was yesterday so that's good. Feels like I'm making some progress in that respect. But really, I don't think I can really be ok until after I've been out there for a few days, til I'm adjusted to life out there. It's going to be weird, I can tell you that! But I'm sure it'll be fine. I'm really looking forward to getting out of here; it's definitely time to move. So we'll see how it goes.