HOPE IN A NEW DAY

Well I don't really know what to say. I don't really even know what to think anymore. I have always found it funny how life can change in the space of seconds, and I'm quite experienced with that. But honestly, I never quite knew how quickly it all could change until just recently. And ya know what? I don't like it. I like how life used to be, the certainty of things, the knowledge that some things will always remain constant. And all that has been shot to hell. Some of my beliefs has been shaken to the core, trust is nonexistent, and the hurt is extreme. Taking the easy way out is not an option, however, so the hurt is a necessary part of the healing process. I just wish that healing didn't take so bloody long. But every new day is a blessing, even if it doesn't feel like it. Yesterday was brutal but today is ok. Tomorrow will be even better, and before I know it the past will be blurred memories. It's just having to live with the present that I don't much care for.