A BETTER DAY?

Well life has even out a little bit in the last few days. Not a whole lot, but a little, and I'll take what I can get. I'm still really wrestling with restlessness, but I'm finding that it comes and goes, so it's not as terrible a thing as I thought it was going to be. However, when it's bad, it's BAD. And I'm really feeling it today, so I'm trying hard to distract myself with other things. I'm still not liking it here and I don't expect that to change, but it's easier knowing that I'm leaving in just a little while. One of the hardest parts is being away from Steve. I hate that and can't wait til we both live in Winnipeg. If anyone says that long distance is easy, then that person is not in a healthy relationship! I just have to keep telling myself that it's only for a little while, even if it feels much much longer than that. Which isn't an easy thing to do either cuz most of the time my brain just will not listen to what my mouth is saying! Ah well. Taking it day by day and we'll see how it goes.

In other news...today is Sidewalk Days! It's fairly lame but it's fun to go to nonetheless. I don't think I've ever missed a year in who knows how long, but I will next year, and so you see why I have to go this year! It's raining though so I doubt we'll be there very long. But that's ok. It gets me out of the house and doing something with my time and that's always a good thing :)