TOO MUCH

I can't believe I haven't written in so long. So much has been going on, most of it stuff that I don't feel like re-writing. I'm waiting for life to settle down. Ever since school let out everything's been up in the air, time moving so quickly that I feel like I can't catch a proper breath. So many changes and I can't say as I like any of them. I'm not completely miserable, I'm just not happy with the situation. I wish time would speed up, I have things I want to do and people (or a specific person) that I want to see. I hate being stuck here where nothing happens and nothing is bound to (other than the shattered table! Now that caused a few minutes of excitement!). I want it to be 3 days from now. I want to be in Winnipeg seeing my sister and boyfriend, even if it is only for a couple of days. I would move out there now if I reasonably could. Life here just has no appeal anymore. None whatsoever. Ofcourse, I suppose that life wouldn't settle down for quite awhile if I was to move soon. No, it would be even more upside-down. So maybe I need to be here for a bit longer. Just don't expect me to be happy about it!