November 03, 2005

MY OWN STUPIDITY

Alright so thanks to Jana for correcting my mistake. It's no wonder that I haven't written anything in ages! Although even if I did have something remarkable to say I probably wouldn't have. Just my lazy nature kicking in once again. And even when I'm not lazy I just have a hard time convincing myself to update this thing. Although that's not very often. Because all I want to do when I get home from work is be lazy. But then there's Jana telling me to update it. She's probably the only one who really reads it anyways. So let's just say that this entry is dedicated to her in light of my own stupidity.
So when was the last time I wrote? Must've been ages ago seeing as how I can't even remember. Well not much has happened in that space of time. I work and I go home and that's about it. I may or may not get together with friends and I may or may not stay up exceedingly late on the weekends. It's a dull life really, but then you consider the alternative and how it could be so much worse and I'm actually pretty thankful that it's a dull life.
Take one of the profs here at school for example. A week and a half ago I would've thought she was fine. Then last Friday I heard that her modular class was cancelled due to the fact that she just found out she has spinal cancer. She's been in the hospital all week and then today I find out that the main tumor is in her brain and it's too big to operate on and that it'll be a miracle if she lives through the night! Crazy crazy crazy. And two weeks ago she looked just fine. Really makes you appreciate the time that you have. And it really makes you realize that you can't take anything for granted. How can we be guaranteed that we'll be here in two weeks? We can't.
This week has been nuts. I lost my brain and went to see Saw 2 the other night. Oh my gosh how gross was that! Now I can handle some pretty scary stuff, but that was unimaginably horrible. I really can't see how anyone could enjoy that movie. It's just way too disturbing. And thank the Lord I didn't have any nightmares that night. But it left me feeling disturbed all day yesterday. What a waste of two hours of my life. Never again though. It's time to watch something happy for a change.

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