UNDECIDED

So today's been an odd sort of day. Neither really good nor bad. It's been awfully slow though. And it's days like this that make me frustrated the most. That and the weather. Although I guess I shouldn't really complain about the weather seeing as how it's absolutely gorgeous for being a week into January! But I think it's winter in general that bugs me. It's a depression inducer and I feel the effects of that daily. Funny how I know about it; know it's coming and somehow still can't manage to combat it. From January to March I just sort of sink into a funk. And it's not as though I really even have anything to complain about, I just feel like complaining. Which brings me to today. Man did I ever have to hold my tongue today, and some people may tell you that I didn't do a very good job of it! I really did try though - honestly did try. But it came to the point where I knew that I had to leave and take a nap or I would either continue being slightly depressed or I would go even further than that and snap at the drop of a hat. I did come home, but I haven't gone for the nap yet. Still trying to decide if I should go for the nap and risk losing sleep tonight, or if I should give in and have a good long cry and then deal with the inevitable headache that would follow. I'm sort of leaning towards crying. A good cry every once in a while really does help. Sounds crazy, but it's true. I read it in a book somewhere. Something about cleansing impurities out of your system or something like that. Which sounds really strange to me seeing as how it's coming out of your eyeballs! But there it is. I'm undecided. Maybe I'll do both. Cry and then sleep off the headache. Mmm, compromise!!