THE VIRTUE I DON'T POSSESS

I hope that no one has ever said that patience is easy because they would be so completey wrong if they did! Patience has got to be one of the hardest things to practice. Ofcourse it could just be me who has that problem, but I doubt that. Trying to be patient when all I want is for the future to hurry up and get here is starting to drive me somewhat nuts. Or more than that actually - just a lotta bit nuts! And it also seems that the more I try to be patient the harder it is to actually be patient! I don't really understand how that works, but there it is. But I know I need to do better; a whole lot better! Cuz if I don't work on what is driving me nuts now, I can pretty much guarantee that it'll be an even bigger mess in a short period of time. But a "wise" :) man told me not too long ago that all you can do is take things one day at a time. I do agree with that, but it seems like a losing battle when there are just so so many days to take one at a time! Ofcourse it'd probably help if I didn't worry about it. Worry doesn't solve anything it only results in sleepless nights. But then many other things result in sleepless nights too, so I figure that I'm pretty much hooped no matter what I do. But yes, definitely gotta work on the patience. Maybe I should try making that my New Year's resolution for the year. HAHA let's see how long that'll last!